I hope I will soon get more energized when I meet the students and begin to interact with them. I need to feel more enthusiastic so they will be too! Hopefully adrenaline will kick and things will fall into place. Sigh...
There are many good things to consider, actually:
- I now have a great car for my mega-commute,
- I have Fridays off (though I'll be taking on a 6-week project at U#1, if accepted, and I've scheduled multiple therapy appointments for this day),
- I have a new, amazing office in a renovated building (I hope to have time to write a post about this later)...
I know it will all work out at the end, but I feel overwhelmed and not very hopeful. I will have to write about this later, but I think that having the ADHD diagnosis is actually being detrimental to my well-being right now rather than helpful. :-( I just feel like I'm trapped and there's no way out, whereas before I just rolled with the punches & got stuff haphazardly done, but mostly done. Now it's like I'm paralyzed by own incompetence.
GAH!!!
Sorry about the negativity. Hopefully I'll be over all this soon. or not. we'll see...
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Left you a long response in your other post
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