I don't know how to title this.
i don't feel like capitalizing anything... as if small letters could convey better how scared and sad i feel inside. more like disconsolate. expecting the worse.
why are there lots of people who keep reassuring everyone that this is no big deal?
this is not normal, it hasn't happened before. such an unprepared, sick man who picked questionable people to help him dismantle everything...
i've never really checked the news, but now i do even less. i may have to stop listening to npr. is npr even going to survive? or any other humanities and arts initiatives that depend on government funding?
government in this country is about to change forever. i saw a headline saying that there will be permanent changes in civil rights laws...
the rich will get even richer and polute even more
those who most need help with their health and their kids' education won't have it
. . .
In the meantime, our small network of "house churches" has just signed up to sponsor a THIRD family of refugees from Syria who arrive in 4 days. The first two arrived before the holidays and we were so busy with grading that we couldn't help at all :-( though we donated furniture, money, raised money and donations from my husband's department.
The families, both from Aleppo, if I'm not mistaken: a young couple (she in early 20s, him 30) with three small children (3, 2 and not even 1). A middle aged couple with four kids, twin boy and girl aged 14, autistic boy aged 12 and 9 year old boy -- they had been in Turkey for two, three years and the children had never been allowed to go to school.
The new family is an older couple (50s-60s) and a son in his 20s.
Refugees are being hurriedly brought into the country by agencies before it's too late, before the door closes. I will concentrate in helping the refugees (I haven't met them yet, actually), I will refuse to let this bring me down.
Resist, we need to resist.