I actually wanted to title this post something like "Cranky Lilian is Back, with the eye & eyeglasses trouble," but it was too unwieldy and negative.
The truth is: I can't stand wearing eye-glasses. They make me beyond cranky and depressed because I'm constantly reminded me of my physical "handicap" of having poor vision. Not to mention that they are uncomfortable, a pain to wear with hats in winter, get smeared & foggy, etc.
I don't like glasses because I never had to wear them, since I was blessed with good vision for the first 18 years of my life and then wore contacts for the 22 years after that. Well, except for the nearly 6-7 months I was forced to avoid wearing lenses last year (because of this, you'll recall), a period in which I was always cranky and upset too, but I tried not to express those feelings in the blog.
The problem is that when I'm wearing contacts, I act like I have good vision & wear them for 16 hours straight (for as long as I'm awake, which most nights is very late, like 1-2 am). I suspect that this is what caused my GPC in the first place. You'd think I'd learned my lesson after having a "sick eye" for most of last year and then having it finally heal, but no! :(
I will probably have to go back to my new doctors -- optometrists this time because the ophthalmologist plain LIED to me about GPC's connection to contact lenses (as I wrote on the post linked to above, he said it had nothing to do with lenses, which left me flabbergasted) -- and get my GPC treated.
I wonder, though, should I even consider getting LASIK*? At 40? (when the chances of needing reading glasses increase every year). It annoys me that to even consider it I have to wear contacts for at least two weeks before the doctor's visit to check surgery eligibility. One good thing is that I don't have to pay for the visit! One other thing to consider is that the surgery is risky, am I willing to run this risk just so I can ditch the glasses for a few years?
After I buy new, more comfortable, eyeglasses, I think I will schedule an appointment. Let's see. One thing is certain, if I new I could safely treat and, most of the time, prevent GPC, I wouldn't even give LASIK another thought because I'm really OK with contacts and I don't mind having cloudy vision in the morning... I can read without glasses or contacts and use the computer, I just can't see far away.
What would you do? I think I'll go as far as having the appointment, for now... and I'll keep you posted.
* I never liked this acronym (thinking to myself that people "had" to
say here in the U.S. it because it was a trademark or something, and it IS. In Brazil we call it simply "laser eye surgery"), but I was surprised to learn that it
actually means something: "laser-assisted in situ keratomileusis." The description of the surgery is pretty scary!
I would def. consider. I've worn glasses my whole life, since 5, got contacts at 20 something and mostly wear those. The only time I really hate wearing glasses is lying in bed watching tv.
ReplyDeleteI would definitely also consider LASIK. I would try and do it at age 42, if we had the money!
ReplyDeleteI just started wearing reading glasses.. nothing like that milestone to make you feel OLD.
that's me, Alissa
ReplyDeleteI had LASIK after 40 and am still happy with the results. I do now need reading glasses (two kinds, one for computer and one for books!), but for a couple years after LASIK I didn't need them (and I had already been using them with contacts). Plus, reading glasses are cheap and cute, and you don't have to wear them all the time--much better than real glasses, for me. And I love waking up in the morning and being able to see. It is pricey, though, and insurance tends not to cover it. We really pretty much did it instead of a family vacation--I still am grateful to the rest of my family for that!
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